Nothing is forever

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuf! Very difficult week!! very very very...
Awful days...
Last week I was hopping better days... but them got worst...
After the storm, calm comes.... and in that moment I'm hopping it, trying to forget everything and to not think so much... 'cause it hurts more.

So, this time, will be for me... just for me...
Lonely again... but... it could be good...

I'll look straight and keep walking

Coming Back To The Normal Life

Last week was with more activity than before... emotionaly and academicaly... a little difficult... I noticed there are a lot of missing things... and sometimes I feel envey to other people... Why?

I don't understanding it, yet ... maybe you could be more... mmmm.... different.... but it isn't possible because I'd be trying to change you... wich can not be...
This weekend was a little strange, nice time against bored time, idealizing things... dreaming...
Next week.... it comes busy...
I only wanna have a good time... with all of u... Kisses 4 everybody

Better than yesterday

New week, new thoughts...

Taking the university rythim, and trying to breath pacefuly, again.

Last week was strange and I didn't remember how was feel me sad, long time ago I feel that way. I didn't feel good, I had a knot in my chest that didn't leave me breath. Slowly it has been dessappearing, just like you. And now, that I'm calm, thinking about it, it's a relief.
But I'm still with a doubt... where are you?

There are a lot of questions, really, and I'm hopping the answers. But I'll try to forget all of them, because I don't want to be sad anymore. No more sorrow!

I've found nice people, and I'll look for affection in them, more than you gave to me. I hope find it, soon, because I need it.

Well, I have to read a lot for university... about grammar... so there I go.
Have a nice week...

Tired of your Absence

I can't understand what's going on, I don't know what's wrong...
What are you thinking?? What's happening in your mind?? I wish to know, I must know.
... are you killing this??.... Maybe....
You probably don't know it, because you haven't notice anything.... perhaps you are blind...

Please, don't do this to me... to us...
Stay there.... but present... not like now... I don't want to see my tears falling... again... never....
Please... if you have time... a little of time, let me know you are present...

I'm still waiting...

Winter Holidays..... finished

Today, I came back to university. Again, all my classmates and me went to learn more about English and we had a very nice day.

We did'nt see us for a month and today everybody shared what they did on holidays. Most of them went to their own towns and others travelled to differents cities. Others stayed at home or went to near places, like the beach, the mall, cinemas, etc.
This semester we have some new teachers, but we haven't meet them yet. Tomorrow we'll do it at 8 o'clock.
Everyday, we'll have to begin our day at 8 o'clock. So, tonight I'm going to bed earlier than holidays.

The picture is "Playa Blanca" on Saturday Evening. It was one of my last walks with my family.

No Name

When I'm in my room, lonely

I think in my life

in the people who are with me

in the people that don't know me

in the person that I want to be.

I guess that, really, I'm lonely

I feel that there are so many people

that don't know what happen around them.

I need someone cared about me.

Someone there... Can you hear me?

Can you see me?

Can you feel me?

I want to have an answer, just one.

Don't worry, anyway, I'm OK.

If you are busy, don't worry, I wait,

but I need an answer!!!

Wherever... I'm empty.

I'm asking for help,

and nobody hears me

If you come after time,

leave me alone.

It's too late now.

I want to stay in my darkness

like always...

Alone.

Always was and always will be like that.

Welcome Everybody

Hi! Welcome to my new creation. I don't know what I'll talk about in this page yet, but I hope to write something interesting for you. At the moment, I'll begin with something about me. Something that I wrote long time ago, but I like it, so I'll show you.