Thursday, May 10, 2007

Third Year

Long time without coming around.
At the begining it was because I thought it was a drag or just because I didn't feel like writing, but lately I've been busy... really busy.

Good news! I passed FCE... now the target is CAE.. but it doesn't mean the same as the previous exam. It isn't a schoolarship, it's important only for passing the subject.

University has been very different this year. Since March we haven't really stopped. Every week we have had a lot of things to do.
The subject of "language" requires more effort. For the first test I studied a lot, but the results weren't the expected. I don't know what's happening, I've studied more than the previosu years and my marks hasn't been the same as before.
This year I have Education subjects that are directly related to my "future" job . Sometimes I'm happy with it... and sometimes some doubts come out.

I don't know whether I'll be able to cope with students. But when I hesitate about that I just tell myself that I'll have to overcome shyness and this "fear" that I'm feeling now.

In the meanwhile, I'm visiting a high school and observing what's going on there, but out of the classroom. It's a new thing for me, since I never was in a techinal-professional school. More over, I'm on the other side of the system, I'm getting familiar with the organizational part of it.
Next term, I hope to be making my second pre-practice which is inside the classroom. Then is when I'll know what are students like. I won't be doing classes, but watching them. I guess I'll be more confident by that time.

However, I still have things to do so I'll stop here and take a rest.

Good Night.