Changed?

When I woke up this morning the first thing that I thought was how many things I have to do today, but also I could notice that I needed to write and put on words something that has been on my mind some days... or even weeks ago.

I've changed?
mmmmm yes? I guess.... but how much?

Long time ago that I don't think of myself, I miss that.... thinking about MY reality... about what happen around ME... but, yes, I've thought of myself, but in a different way... even I guess I've forgot to look inside of me some feelings or opinions, maybe, about anything...
And I've discovered that I don't think of my in a exclusive way...
I think of me... but with you... that is I think of US...
...us...

us...
.......... Is that good?

I'm afraid because I don't wanna be completely dependent...
It's funny.... but now I understand when people say "we are only one" The important thing is don't lose my individuality... and be a complement with you.

Not falling Apart

I didn't want to write anything...
may be because I was a little lazy or just because.
Now... I wanna do it... but I don't know how to write without been obvious...

This week I've had all the feelings.... I've been happy, sad, worried, quiet...

There are happening a lot of things in my mind at this moment.
First, I've been worried because of something dangerous... the consecuence of that....
I can say... that it was an accident... but maybe it wasn't...
I hope nothing new about it... I'm ok by now...

Second, a week ago, you told me something that made me remember some fears that I had once. Sometimes I think that you were with me to forget her... or like a way to avoid lonelyness... today the doubt has come again... I think I'm just jelous......
Nothing bothering.... everything's under control.

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What if we take it easy??
May be we are going too fast... or we are ok, and that's what we need... what we want...
May be we are prepared and the only thing that we need to do... is do it...
but there are some things that don't let me be by now... that's my stop... and you know it... you know what is it...
we have to be patients and wait a little more... just a little... because it's coming very... very soon...

By the way... I't was REALLY GOOD the other day... I felt understood, protected...